Monday, February 15, 2010

EaP

she said
show me something real
i said
take my hand
hold on tight
don't close your eyes
keep them locked on mine
just for tonight
forget everything but here
and let go of all the fear
take a deep breath
your not alone
I'm by your side
our hearts together
high above
tied forever in love

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

mac and cheese

I'm flying high
free from it all
no one to shoot me down
only clouds in my eyes
my wings stretched wide
taking deep breaths
and soaring high
one with the sky
until the day i die

Friday, January 29, 2010

my love
i climb back to you
just to be reunited
hold on to my words
they ring out true
no matter how far apart
no matter what was said
i will always find u
i will always love you

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

from start to finish it matters whats in the middle

so it starts
like key to ignition
we dive off in to the day
course set for the heart of the sun
if it gets hot we'll roll down the windows
i hope your thoughts can understand
i never know what goes on in your head
if its crowded,all the better,
because we know we're gonna be up late
i keep you hidden some where safe
we sleep in my mind our secret hiding place
your the missing piece to my blue print
you make it hard to be lonely
when u fill my heart
then you picked the wrong thing to say
the wrong place to stay
the wrong thing to be
that's how it starts

so it ends
like it begins
with you walking in
with your half hearted grin
hoping I'll forgive you again
you spent the first five years trying to get with the plan,
and the next five years trying to be with your friends again
my mind can't seem to understand
It comes apart,
the way it does in your favorite films
except parts
don't fit
back again
when the moral kicks in
i try to fight this sin
though when we're running out of the drugs
and the conversation's winding away
and we keep finding way's to drag on another day
I wouldn't trade one stupid decision
for another five years of lies
or the ties that bind and look so good around my neck
this song will never have a happy tone
or a loving melody
but i still find what i need from within
with out you and your friends
this is how it ends

Thursday, January 7, 2010

last night wile you were sleeping

turning day to night
like a shadow filled fright
keeping my heart open
keeping my feet moving
you come out
calling my name
but my eyes are fuzzy
and your arms are cozy
i feel your heart beating from miles away
your love is warm on my face
my hands cant shake the cold
your voice keeps me moving
I'd rather rest a wile
but i cant be with out you
even in the right moment
I'mm just trying to hold on
to this rocket car
in my dreams your the star
even when i cant get to sleep
i find myself diving deep
in to the memoirs and imagination
you dance around me
my smiles never been so big
one look and my fear melts away
the sky turns bright and night disappears
you promise everything will be ok
as you hand slides from mine
and you float away
I'm left with all the love i can bear
and i wait here tell night reappears
and i can hold u again

Friday, January 1, 2010

Vagabond

I never saw it coming at all
caught me completely off guard
like a fleeting glimps
its all past tence
see these hints
no one's got it all
not even me
just step back and let it be
this pressure i don't want it
you take it
help me up point me in the right direction
all i want is pleasure
open wide here comes original sin
just let this disaster begin
its gonna get better
after it gets worse
these lines seem so rehearsed
going through my head on replay
why is it so hard for you to want to stay
I'm just trying to say what i can never say
no ones got it all
It's all right it's gonna be fine
even if i have to turn back time
find you and make u mine
whats stopping me
must be all the lies
I'm trying to be faithful but your cheatin
these words in my head keep repeating
I'm the hero of this story I don't need saving
I'm the hero of this story Ill be ok
I'm the hero of this story Ill find a way
Ill say goodnight
all of this will stay the same
its all right
no ones got it all
especially me

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

2009

2009...had its ups and downs. started out with heart ache and kinda dribbled on tell summer, summer summer summer it was a time of reflecting i,i wonder sometimes if i should stop doing that for my sake and everyone else in a 50 mile radios of me. nothing good comes from it i kinda figured out how to grow up.in every way i feel this last year if nothing else i grew,a lot. i found what i needed to keep me driving and how to be happy by my self. and i found the beauty in genuine good amazing people.not back stabbing two faced ling heartless pricks. love love love. despite my resent girl friend and overall life problems I've come out good,for one reason. miss Elise,shes my loving friend inspiration and the biggest blessing i never saw coming. its been amazing full of memoirs and life changing moments. now lets see if 2010 can top it.tbc